I get uneasy around this time of year

I’ve been thinking a lot about Shane and the dreaded month of March as it approaches.
Time has definitely soften the blow this month brings.
This year is a big one for me and I’m feeling particularly anxious about it. I’m thankful to Paul and the kids for recognizing my uneasiness and their attempts to brighten it a bit.
Paul often talks about our trip to Disney in our speeches. It was the one vacation we never wanted to end. This says a lot for two people who can only handle so much “vacation time.”
This picture is of him at Hollywood Studios during that time. You can see how sick he was becoming on the outside. My mind always wanders to how he actually felt on the inside.