My heart is heavy this morning. Paul and I took Shane to the ER last night. Our initial worry last evening was his fluctuating low grade fever as we were day 6 post treatment where his numbers begin dropping making him susceptible to infection. I decided to give him bath and as he was sitting up, a large lump became noticeable below his neck. Last night an ultrasound confirmed it to be a mass. His PET scan on 11/21 lit up not just in his pancreas, but “slightly” in his sternum and tibia. I don’t know what the plan is. He is acting and being himself, so it is not interfering with his breathing, etc.. We’re doing everything we’re supposed to do and will continue to do so. To say we are worried, scared, sad is an understatement. There are so many things we have yet to do….these thoughts are so overwhelming.