Day 16

Day 16:
It was a beautiful day, albeit a bit humid and unseasonable hot….more than I expected.
I’ve been spending the days as busy as I can be. It helps take my mind off of wandering thoughts and nagging ones.
This week, we will celebrate Will’s 1st birthday. It’s been an incredible year with a remarkable little man. So much about him reminds me of Shane and yet he is his own person.
This is the tricky part. We are blended.
Our life with our child (literally a baby) who has cancer.
Our life with the loss of our child to cancer.
Our life with the loss of one child and the blessing of another. It’s hard to balance the scale at times.